Thursday, December 4, 2008

Christmas - LIGHTS - UP!!!





What a wonderful day... another 3 weeks til Christmas, churches are getting ready, nicely decorated.

It reminds me of
Great Falls, Montana
again. To live in the dreams that seem so vivid to me.



MERRY CHRISTMAS! Happy Birthday, Jesus!

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Christmas Tree


Christmas Tree...
Will I ever have the chance to have Christmas tree during Christmas season? Or.....Did I just let it slip and it won't come back again?

Emotionally tied up...It strucks me real hard. What could possibly cheering me up? Or, I used to indulge in the life of other land and it will only stay in my delusion, or rather, my fantasy.....

I don't know what are the answers anymore... Is my dream buried under? So deep that I don't even dare to take a second look...

What could be the best remedy now to bring healing to my part of heart that is broken?

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Something came up! K810i

A special thanks to Cindy Chan Chin Yin, my beloved friend. !!!

Yay!!!After a long waiting for my K810i given by Cindy!!!

Hm...comes to think of that? Where on earth can I get such friends like that except her? Yes. JESUS.

It's all about CORONARY HEART DISEASE

" Let me wow you with some interesting facts on heart. It's a really powerful machine. It never stops beating until the day you die. Try to imagine the world's top sport car, with the best engine ever, if you were to operate it for 24-7, it'll break down within 1 day?2days? But amazingly, our heart never stops for life!"

I was rehearsing the whole time...

It came out to be interesting though...well...only for this part.
I couldn't help blaming myself for my carelessness that I only managed to print a copy of our slides, making it so embarrassing and down...

Tomorrow morning will be PSY 311 poster defence. Oh Lord...help me with this...I don't think I can survive without your favour.

Nonetheless...I still hold on to "The Lord has the best for me" and "All things work together for good". Amen!

I love you Lord, and I know you love me more than anything else!

Friday, August 29, 2008

Friday, July 11, 2008

I believe in MIRACLES!

Exam is finally over. Had a quite lame birthday celebration with Joshua, then headed to Kepong with Peir Yan and Katherine for the next round of dinner.

I was exhausted and at the same time, I remembered that it's 12pm jamming session with fellow brothers and sisters!!! How wonderful is that!

I am looking forward for tomorrow and indeed, for the event! The 'FLYER DISTRIBUTION' Movement! Great! Hope and Pray that people will open up their hearts to receive this eternal life blessing and anointing! Amen! Praise the Lord!

Sunday, June 15, 2008

Awakening for JESUS!






Asia for Jesus was heard over and over again from the resounding voices of many! It's a conference with more than a thousand of attenders.


Life changing speech & Life transforming sermons

I was shattered. Neither by might nor power, but by the SPIRIT OF THE LORD.

Phenomenal praise and worship that I pray will bring forth the revival in Malaysia!

Monday, June 2, 2008

I was very tired but I have to wake up earlier to go to St. John's Cathedral's AOHD for voluntary placement. We ended up arriving earlier --> 7.30am!!! Where we supposed to be there at 9am. We went to a restaurant nearby for breakfast.


Out of no where in the heart of KL City which filled with high-rise buildings, exists an ironic-extreme setting which is infamously attracting a different crowd.


A western breakfast which comes with coffee. I was kinda contented with the food and we started to talk with Carl, the person-in-charge. Finally, I got an overall view of the feeding programme.


I had trouble sitting and standing...I got very restless because I was tired. I enjoyed being there because not only does it serve as a valuable experience, it also gives me a whole new perspective in seeing people around me. I'm so blessed that sometimes or most of the time, I take things for granted! Thank God that I'm able to lend a helping hand and to serve people at my age. Experience serves as a better teacher compared to study alone. I totally agree with that.

After the exhausting event, I headed college for my group project discussion and got ready for class! I was looking forward for Dr. Hera's lecture on Eating Disorders. I thought it'd be something very interesting but it was the opposite. It's distressing to know bout it. When I was being asked what or who should be responsible for the disorders, I was startled and I realised how important it is to think before we have to say something especially on the outlook. I was being brought up with collectivistic culture and evaluation from others seems very important. In fact, many take it very seriously and ended up hating themselves. It's disheartening to know some facts underlying beneath.

Did I misjudge or are the girls here really getting thinner and thinner? I never look into that until I came back from the States.

Treatment doesn't really help. Prevention does. I pray for better future in Malaysia.

Friday, May 30, 2008

Freaky Friday

It's finally Friday and as usual I took the bus to KPD E for my Human Services class at 8 a.m. I really didn't know who to blame...Sigh...I was there at 7.50a.m. but the bus did not move till 8.10 or so...I was...kinda pissed off by the fact that it was all crowded and stuffy.

A guy stood beside me, let out a couple of sneezes...It felt gross itself, all the more, some 'fluid' substance fell on my left arm. It felt even worse. I wanted to utter out 'Bless you'. But I was very self-aware at that moment where I knew if I were to say that, it'll be considered as culturally not acceptable. Well...This reminded me of what had happened in LAX. The day when I was ready to board the plane to head back to Malaysia. An Asian man, while dealing something at the check in counter, was letting out a very very loud sneeze! Then, out of nowhere, in between the crowd, a loud 'Bless you' was shouted! Haha.....There was a blast of laughter at the airport. I was one of them who laughed as well.

I was thinking...Why these things could happen in US but why not in Malaysia. That'd make Malaysia, Kuala Lumpur a better place. Don't you think so? Where everybody isn't minding their own business, being cold blooded and numbed by many social issues. I miss the moments where I could say hi to anybody whom I met without being awkward or being judged as weirdo.

Do overprotective parents make us better? I don't know. but one saying says it all... Too much care kills a cat. I think I agree with the saying and it's true I suppose. I don't know how do parents feel. I'm not parents myself and I couldn't understand how it feels like when your children wants to go to Fraser's Hill. I'm confused... I wasn't allowed to go to Fraser's Hill cuz it seems to my parents that it's very dangerous. 'Why take the risk?'

I didn't want to argue with them cuz I know they love me but...back to the question again. Do cares like that make good?

Friday, May 23, 2008

For the very first time after so many months of not stepping into the local cinemas. My first time had given to Caryn, Pui Kit, Yi Yang and You Ming. I had a quite expensive lunch at Sushi Groove as well. I like the movie - Prince Caspian a lot. I personally liked it better compared to the first. The actors in the movie have grown up and they all looked gorgeous. It has so many biblical symbolic scenes.

'The same thing will not happen twice'. When I heard this, I immediately thought of the death of Christ on the cross for us. Yes, it will not happen again because His death and that He's risen from the dead had accomplished it all, once and for all. God is Almighty when the waters drowned the Telmarines who were trying to destroy the Kingdom of Narnia as well as the Narnians. Praise God for what He's done that He saves us from miry clay and hold our hands.

Solaire, if I didn't spell it wrong, had decent food. Although I don't really like the food, and plus, the mocktail that I ordered didn't come out well. Gunner it's the name. We had a lot of fun and we're glad that we could celebrate Mad's and PuiKit's birthday!!! Yay!!! I think we scared away many people in the restaurant. We made too much noise!! What to do?...we are young adults, students from HELP University College.

Monday, May 19, 2008

I need the fresh anointing...


I found myself lost in the middle and I'm still adjusting to the 'new' environment. Even though I've lived here for most of my life but...I found it hard to get myself back to this solid and cruel ground.

I hit hard on the floor and this is disheartening. Many things had happened. I couldn't feel the ground and it's frustrating me. I'm moody since I'm back. It feels as if I couldn't fit in anymore. It feels weird and I'm trying my best not to show it.

I must admit that I got used to the indulging life in US. Almost everything doesn't work out good since I'm back; be it with family, school and friends...

Lord, I will keep relying on you so that I will gain the strength once again. REFRESHED AND RENEWED...

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Finally home....

Home??? Doesn't sound very appealing to me... The weather is just unbearable. It's difficult. The humidity suffocates me. I could name a million of bad things after I came back but at the same time, I couldn't resist the benefits of being a Malaysian. Still, I'm proud to be a Malaysian.

I thought I've used to the unfriendliness here in Malaysia or even Asia. But, just after I arrived Singapore Changi International Airport, I was entertained by a very rude customer service agent. I was very mad at her but still, to show my patience, I talked gently to her.

Couldn't take it when I asked 'How are you' and it comes without an answer or even a brief smile. I must say it's very very relevant to me now that Malaysia being rated as one of the rudest countries.

Reflecting back when I was in Great Falls. Everybody or almost everyone show kindness and friendliness to strangers. Does it mean that I'm experiencing culture shock here? Maybe...

Why is there a vast difference between cultures and how do they form? Who started certain culture and how it was being brought down? Generations after generations...

Here, if you were to smile to someone, you will be assumed to be a weirdo. To certain culture, expressing friendliness means doing something cuckoo. I had a deep thought on Monday during PSY 206. Certain behaviours are thought to be abnormal here while it's perfectly normal and acceptable in other places.

I was being seen as a weirdo when I just blurted a 'hi' to one of the salesmen in Digital Mall earlier. I was so used to say hello to people I met in US and of course, without fail, they'd smile and utter 'hi' to me. I must say that they looked attractive even though their features might not be. Nevertheless,people here have attractive faces, but with ugly manners. If were to compare, the latter will lose out.

So, reality tells me..Getting adjusted to the 'new' culture is extremely needed.

Friday, May 9, 2008

Anaheim - San Diego - Universal Studio - Las Vegas - San Francisco - Los Angeles

17-day trip ended just like that. Putting the period sign for my U.S. Work and Travel Program.

It was filled with fun, joy, perplexity and eye-opening encounters. First, when I was asked to pay $100 for my overweight luggages. It almost ruined my many good plans for the trip. Nonetheless, we are supposed to look forward and keep moving! And hence, my journey turned out better than what I expected.

I got to meet travellers from other places: Hong Kong, Taiwan, China, Indonesia, Europe, Vietnam Singapore and locals. Thank God for bringing me so many special friends into my life as I was going through the days.

Disneyland Theme Park for me indeed is the happiest place.

Universal Studio is a up and hip place! Youngsters are all over the places enjoying special shows and rides. I was one of them elated with excitement! 'The Mummy Revenge' ride was the most thrilling part followed by Jurassic Park ride. I love those rides! Got my adrenaline pumpin'!
Studio Tour brought you to witness with the greatest production ever; what and how to.

Haha... Watching people soaked wet was another fun thing to do as well!! Getting wet in sunny day is a great idea!




San Diego - another city in California. The Sea World didn't sound appealing to me. Maybe it's just me.



Las Vegas! a.k.a Sin City!! It's gorgeous at night and very very very very happening!! More bounce! World's largest hotels are here in the middle of the desert. It was amazing to know how many tourists came to visit Las Vegas for the past 5 years and how tremendously the city has changed since the last couple years!
Grand Canyon!! SPECTACULAR! It's more than meet the eye! I was totally feeling it. 'Lord I'm Amazed by You' ... Formed way before B.C and has been around for more than a billion years. I was so tiny compared to the great Grand Canyon. I was very moved by the creation of God and was amazed by His love. Deeply touched by everything I saw.




Yosemite National Park
Finally, some cool breeze with elevation of 7000 feet. Awesome! I love the place for its serenity and peace. Very tiring journey but worth the travel.


San Francisco
Famous for its Fisherman's Wharf, Crooked Street and Golden Gate Bridge! The houses were so nicely organized and it's a good residential place.

The City Hall is another classic building which is mainly built with granite from top to bottom. Castro Street, Alcatraz and more...


Monterey Bay

A place where renown artists wanted to stay away from the busy and stressful world. Famous directors like Stephen Spielberg spent a huge deal of money to build himself a bungalow so that he could indulge in his very own kind of lifestyle here.

Los Angeles

Melrose strip, Beverly Hills, Santa Monica, Rodeo Drive, The Grove & the Farmers' Market, and the Robertsons Boulevard were the only places I went in L.A. Maybe it's because I was tired by all the travelling or maybe it's just the city itself that I lost the interest to explore further. Nothing much could be seen other than the branded stores, high rise buildings, and repetitive scenes.

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Excitements Await!

The air smells different! As the song goes there's more bouncing in California!
Finally here in Disneyland, Anaheim!!

'Dreams do come true'
It is insisted everywhere in the speakers, from the mouths of emcees and the shows. In imagination, everything is possible. It was heard when I entered into the 'Honey, I shrunk the audience' 3D show.

Trying to name every ride I took today.

The Space Mountain was the coolest deal and followed by a relaxing, light-hearted ride in the Storybook Land. It's all Fantasy! The Pixar Play Parade was fantastic! I'm lovin' it!







Here I am in Disneyland and excited to see so many different things! Overwhelmed by them, and people coming from all over the world! I could see how and why.

The theme goes 'The year of a million dreams!'



I like the Aladdin: Musical Spectacular the most. The performance was amazing! Marvellous actors, costume designs, musical arrangements, magnificent backdrops and special effects. It was hilarious as well especially when the Genie was making fun of himself.

Really nice experience that one couldn't afford to miss!