Christmas - LIGHTS - UP!!!

What a wonderful day... another 3 weeks til Christmas, churches are getting ready, nicely decorated.

It reminds me of

Great Falls, Montana

again. To live in the dreams that seem so vivid to me.


MERRY CHRISTMAS! Happy Birthday, Jesus!

Christmas Tree

Christmas Tree...
Will I ever have the chance to have Christmas tree during Christmas season? Or.....Did I just let it slip and it won't come back again?

Emotionally tied up...It strucks me real hard. What could possibly cheering me up? Or, I used to indulge in the life of other land and it will only stay in my delusion, or rather, my fantasy.....

I don't know what are the answers anymore... Is my dream buried under? So deep that I don't even dare to take a second look...

What could be the best remedy now to bring healing to my part of heart that is broken?