LIFE is....

箴14：4 家里无牛，槽头干净，土产加多，乃凭牛力

农夫没有耕田的牛，他喂牛的槽就很自然是干净的。

如想我们的生活没有发生人际纠纷，唯一的方法就是不与任何人来往。

但是如果我们一生不与人来往，我们的生命就毫无价值了。
如果我们只为自己而活，人生就没有意义了。不要避开人，而要服事人，将信仰与人分享，谋求公平公义。

我们的人生是与别人毫无关系而变得空虚，还是一心一意的事奉神，生活得很充实？

~灵修版圣经

My lists of favourites

Well..I will slowly add to DA-List.

Favourite Boutique(s) - JASPAL, Banana Republic, MNG
Favourite Lingerie - La Senza
Favourite Soundtrack - Tangled (Rapunzel)
Favourite Cafe - Coffee Bean
Favourite Fruit Store - MBG
Favourite Scripture - Romans 8:28
Favourite Cosmetics - CHANEL, Laura Mercier
Favourite Perfume - COCO Chanel
Favourite Soft Toy - the APPLE
Favourite Flower - Lily
Favourite song to sing now - I see the Light by Mandy Moore in Rapunzel
Favourite cartoon/ Disney's - Tangled Rapunzel
Favourite colour - Green
Favourite bubble tea - Chatime

Remembrance

I was praising and worshiping the Lord in service and the Lord took me to 11 years back where I didn't even dare to raise up my hands during worship.

It has changed me tremendously in P&W line.As I was praising, I saw few people in front of me and beside me were moving left and right while singing...
I suddenly was brought to consciousness...

I dance like that too when praising the Lord. or...sometimes even 'worse' than them. I jumped and danced like nobody's business. I didn't care how people view me when I am praising and worshiping actually. But I REALISED that I cared...at least during that very moment. I was concerned with how people see me when I jumped and danced so vigorously.

The story of David dancing before the ark of the Lord once again (in fact, it does every time when I have this kind of concern in my mind) flashed to me. It's like the Holy Spirit is telling me that "Esther, the most important audience is God"

I was struck with awe and A-HA MOMENT! Isn't our God such a great God?

I was so touched and inspired once again by His anointing and His teaching.

Thank you Lord...I love you and I want to know you more and more...

Tiring

Back to home from a very tiring trip...
KL. kL...can't avoid the bad traffic

Days in Taylor's College

Just realised, realised.

I'm all alone enjoying the companion of myself.

It's very happening today here in SS15 Campus, models are parading, children are singing in the fair thingy.

And I've bought Secret Wish perfume for only RM35.

Waiting for customer who had promised that he would drop by.
Have known some great people here. Sandy, Sharon, Mrs Hoe. They are sweet nice people.

Missing Kelvin and Ken so much. Wish that I could have some companion.

well...that's what it's called.

LIFE

Welcome to my life

Old folks home - WU BING ER YU


Developmental psychology revisiting... The Curious Case of Benjamin Button. ONCE AGAIN.

I reflect...What is life and we sure will pass by these days. Your body, your skin isn't as youthful as before. Wrinkles starts to set in and body shape starts to 'deshape'. Out of shape, out of mind type of phenomena. Bones aren't as strong as it used to be.

I was glad to have a chance and have a part in this.

From my past, to present and then move on to the future.


What denotes a meaningful life? What brings a meaningful life? Is it wealth?Money and fame? It all will not go to heaven with you even if you hold them all while you're on the earth.

1 Corinthians 16:13

BE STRONG

Looking at the calendar which one of my dearest friends gave it to me. Dated 16th May. That's the scripture.

I thought to myself, 'Yeah...right, I'll have to stand firm.'

I was praying...started to wipe my tears off . Thought could conceal it. Sandy was at the other side watching.I can't help myself. All I could do is only... 'be still'....I prayed...Cried even more... She walked towards me and asked in a soft voice, 'What happened' . Gosh...that moment, without telling anything, I kept weeping. I felt like my prayer was heard; my feelings were heard too.

'Got tired?'
Silence.
(Sobbing)
... ... ... ...

Be strong, be strong, be strong...
Gaze upon the beauty of the Lord.
Disappointment, discourage will pass...
but the presence of the Lord will be there forever.
Gaze upon His beauty.
When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.

Serving is not easy. Life is not easy. But I chose to follow Jesus. I've made my choice and I've decided to follow Him...

Can't believe what God shared through Ps Yee Onn. 1Samuel 30. David did simple things. But to me, it's like the hardest thing to do. "STRENGTHENED HIMSELF IN THE LORD"