Remembrance

I was praising and worshiping the Lord in service and the Lord took me to 11 years back where I didn't even dare to raise up my hands during worship.

It has changed me tremendously in P&W line.As I was praising, I saw few people in front of me and beside me were moving left and right while singing...
I suddenly was brought to consciousness...

I dance like that too when praising the Lord. or...sometimes even 'worse' than them. I jumped and danced like nobody's business. I didn't care how people view me when I am praising and worshiping actually. But I REALISED that I cared...at least during that very moment. I was concerned with how people see me when I jumped and danced so vigorously.

The story of David dancing before the ark of the Lord once again (in fact, it does every time when I have this kind of concern in my mind) flashed to me. It's like the Holy Spirit is telling me that "Esther, the most important audience is God"

I was struck with awe and A-HA MOMENT! Isn't our God such a great God?

I was so touched and inspired once again by His anointing and His teaching.

Thank you Lord...I love you and I want to know you more and more...